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Sep. 4th, 2012

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Broke a toe at a party last night. Got to stay home more often.

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Jun. 24th, 2012

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"I'm worried about you.", she said, with something resembling mock concern.

I replied "Everything's going to be cool this Christmas", complete gibberish, my most common reply to concern, then I got in my car and left abruptly. The quizzical look on her face as I pulled out was worth it. I laughed to myself briefly, and drove straight home, where there were no lights on for blocks.

Perfect.

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Apr. 30th, 2012

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I had the unfortunate pleasure of watching a woman verbally berate her waitress in a way most foul and frankly, offensive, even to me. As I sat there, weighing the consequences of putting this obese monster in her place, I felt a genuine SURGE of empathy for this waitress, and, it made my heart shutter, the way it does when you fall in love, or become terrified, or become excited. Like a tailor crafted three or four tiny strings around your chest, and tugs on them softly and in order.

Today I am feeling regret and longing, as it occurs to me that it's the first time in a long time I've felt anything at all.

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Apr. 28th, 2012

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I am so tired!

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Apr. 10th, 2012

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I look like I was born to be a journalist.

But I write like I was born to be forgotten.

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Mar. 18th, 2012

HELIUM

the things in this world
that merit abrasion
have made me smooth
now no one can sooth
my tarnished self

we sailed on a sea
of figments fit for a queen
destination unknown
baggage unclaimed

all systems are go
soon i'll be gone
the king calls for what's his
summons his pawn
the courtyard is asunder

warm sun drenched adventure
she longed for as she kissed
the docks are empty now, dear
he knows he won't be missed

Dec. 5th, 2011

SHIPWRECK.

sorry it never happened
the magic made of you and me
the sinking boat sang and sang
while the rafts went unused
just some fools floating in the water

your hand in mine
or so i imagined
entwined admist the shipwrecks
we cried our salty tears
into the savage sea
you were always drunk
i was too much like me

sorry about the lions
and tigers and bears oh my
sorry you saw me at my worst
sorry you had to lie
you know that i can't live
up to what you expect
you said you're the only one
by the way, we're done

you never found me amusing
making angels in the carpet
why won't you just sit
and explain
cause and effect
my social defect
you're my only hope
i'm wrong again

olive branch
won't you come to me
and sing and dance and have good times
we measure peace
in the smallest cups
i'm drinking in the smallest sip
this salty ocean
this lengthy dip

Nov. 6th, 2011

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Watching Twin Peaks all night while I'm sick. Huge ass video game launch tomorrow, dreading it. When you're sick and no one is around to take care of you, thats when you feel the loneliest.

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Nov. 2nd, 2011

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If I die from this illness, please bury me with all my belongings.

They're not for the likes of you.

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Sep. 24th, 2011

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The more obsolete LJ becomes, the more I like it. More like a real journal.

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